Why am I only happy when I'm in a relationship? Not even happy with the relationship - just that I have one?
I broke things off with my boyfriend. I'm not even sure why. Maybe I wanted to be single. Maybe I just havent been feeling like myself and wanted some time alone. Maybe I was afraid of things getting serious. Maybe I was afraid of being disappointed. I dont know.
I dont know if it was the right choice.
All I know is that all those feelings of emptiness have come rushing back as if it was one year ago and I just had my heart ripped out. Now I'm questioning why I did it. Thinking about how I am going to move on. Who am I going to talk to? Thinking that I have nobody. Feeling lonely.
What am I supposed to do when I get like this?
I know I will be fine. I know that life goes on.
Right now it just sucks.
I feel like an ass.
Ugh. Thats all for now.
I broke things off with my boyfriend. I'm not even sure why. Maybe I wanted to be single. Maybe I just havent been feeling like myself and wanted some time alone. Maybe I was afraid of things getting serious. Maybe I was afraid of being disappointed. I dont know.
I dont know if it was the right choice.
All I know is that all those feelings of emptiness have come rushing back as if it was one year ago and I just had my heart ripped out. Now I'm questioning why I did it. Thinking about how I am going to move on. Who am I going to talk to? Thinking that I have nobody. Feeling lonely.
What am I supposed to do when I get like this?
I know I will be fine. I know that life goes on.
Right now it just sucks.
I feel like an ass.
Ugh. Thats all for now.
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