Psycho Babble

I am just pissed off right now....

Today I asked J if he was going to counseling and if he was going for "him" or as a step to save our marriage. He replied "can you resend that email I don’t remember receiving it."

So he just flat out avoided the question. I wanted to reply back to him so bad and ask....did you miss my question?

Then a bit later he IM's me at work and we have these stupid meaningless conversations about his new cell phone number or something.  There is so much to talk about. I just want to scream at him....do you want to save this marriage or not?!

I need to face the fact that he has already flipped the switch on me and its taking everything in my power to not just spill everything out to him.


Lord - please give me the strength to just make it through this day without being totally EMO!!