After 10 years with "J", I am now getting divorced and loosing my house in a short sale. (If you want to know how this all happened, I would recommend reading
this post here and this post here) But I am young, only 25, and I have started to close that chapter and explore the next. This is where I find out what I am made of. This is where I seek 'me'

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Bitch, I'm gonna knock your teeth in

My first counseling session was last night and it went great! Today I feel great...in fact, I feel a little weird about that...should I be feeling like that after one week?  I guess that’s because the counselor really helped to put it all into perspective for me. But more on that later - right now I wanna tell you about that bitch M....

For that past two years I thought that M was my best friend, I considered her to be genuine and someone that I could confide in about anything. M & I talked every few days and went out often for coffee at Starbucks or shopping at Target.

M had been having marriage problems with her husband and would vent to me about all sorts of personal things.  I, in turn, would try and relate to her and tell her personal things about my relationship with J.  We would vent about how things like annoying habits our husbands have, finances, our jobs etc etc...

Well as it turns out - that wicked bitch - was setting me up and using me to get to my husband.  Because as soon as I left she would get right on the phone to call my husband J and tell him everything that I said.  I am sure that this has been going on for a while - possibly 9 months to 1 year.

So here is this whore M - with her own failing marriage - lining up the next guy....my husband.

And then we have my husband who then allowed her to seduce him as a way out of our marriage.

That is the story behind M.  I now I want to knock her fucking teeth out.  How low, evil, and manipulative of her!  Of course J is no better.

I have been played.

I don't know what kind of black magic techniques the counselor used on me but I can tell you that I am over crying over those two. They deserve each other...

5 comments:

jen said...

Who knows how she did it, but I'm glad you're feeling better! I'd love to tell you to pick yourself up and dust yourself off...but I'm not even sure that would touch the edges, let alone help!! One day at a time I guess!!

Heather said...

Jen, it does help - thank you so much for the support!

An American Girl said...

Ahhh she sounds so miserable! I fully believe in karma and they do deserve each other. She sounds incredibly immature and manipulative and he's going to figure that out soon enough.

Like Jen said, one day at a time...

The Running Golfer said...

Just to let you know we're here for you and with you all the way. Stay strong my friend.
Lots of love from SA.

Heather said...

@ Suzie - very manipulative - what kind of person could pull something like that off? Thank you for the support!

@ Faf - you and Hayley are amazing people - thank you so much - i feel so loved all the way from SA!